Post by Vantha {in college} on Nov 17, 2009 12:34:45 GMT -8
Ughness v.v life is just getting....bleh v.v class is getting annoying and I'd rather be home or something instead of dealing with it. I'm sick of my audio class because I don't understand macs, protools or premier and I've got three hours to do a project I don't even understand...
To make matters worse I've been talking with my buddy and he actually admited that he likes me and I'm basically right at the step before he asks girls out, and the sad part is that he won't make that step and I'm too scared to do it as well because of my horrid past with guys v.v
He knows I like him, and he has for a while, he just didn't do anything about it because I never did and then most recently I invited him to my thanksgiving dinner since he wasn't going home and the next day after he said yes he got a call from home asking him to come home and he didn't know what to do and then an idiot bothered him so much he decided that he was just going home to get away from everything and we talked more lastnight and I swear if I'd had like five more mins alone with him I would've asked him out because I'm getting to the point where I hate not being around him...I told him too that I was really looking forward to being able to spend a weekend with him but now I don't get that luck v.v
Yeah and to make things better he's ignoring me or is just too busy to talk to me and it's mildly depressing and the really sad part is that while I was typing this a perfectly good day turned into raining sooo yeah v.v
my life is just getting worse and worse.....
To make matters worse I've been talking with my buddy and he actually admited that he likes me and I'm basically right at the step before he asks girls out, and the sad part is that he won't make that step and I'm too scared to do it as well because of my horrid past with guys v.v
He knows I like him, and he has for a while, he just didn't do anything about it because I never did and then most recently I invited him to my thanksgiving dinner since he wasn't going home and the next day after he said yes he got a call from home asking him to come home and he didn't know what to do and then an idiot bothered him so much he decided that he was just going home to get away from everything and we talked more lastnight and I swear if I'd had like five more mins alone with him I would've asked him out because I'm getting to the point where I hate not being around him...I told him too that I was really looking forward to being able to spend a weekend with him but now I don't get that luck v.v
Yeah and to make things better he's ignoring me or is just too busy to talk to me and it's mildly depressing and the really sad part is that while I was typing this a perfectly good day turned into raining sooo yeah v.v
my life is just getting worse and worse.....
