Post by Vantha {in college} on Oct 27, 2009 13:10:35 GMT -8
So my life has been extremely busy lately even compared to my first quarter of college. So I'm in a life drawing class, three hours of drawing naked people...then I have my color class with a guy I like a lot and who is normally sweet but is turning into a jerk. Then I have my audio class which is a pain in the butt because I don't know how to use macs or protools (the program we have to use)...and then I have math class which is stupid because I don't understand numbers much because I have a mild case of dyslexia so numbers get flipped.
The classes aren't the worst of things...I'm trying to work on getting a job and I need a car, luckily I might be getting a job at hot topic soon.
But the guy from my color class is the worst thing of all. I get attached to guys rather quickly even though I always get hurt by them because they always turn into jerks. Well, he's been extremely nice to me and things where going good. Until he told me that when he finds out girls like him he grows distant from them to see how much they want him and I'm scared to tell him because I don't want to lose a friend v.v And to make matters worse he's now starting to treat me like crap and for the first time ever he's been able to tick me off. So now I'm sooo confused about him because before that he had kissed my neck and now that he's getting like this I honestly don't know what to do so I've been extremely distracted from everything lately while trying to figure out what to do about him...
Yeah my life sucks atm v.v I'm trying to get on as well as I can so some of my chars might become inactive, but I'm trying my hardest.
The classes aren't the worst of things...I'm trying to work on getting a job and I need a car, luckily I might be getting a job at hot topic soon.
But the guy from my color class is the worst thing of all. I get attached to guys rather quickly even though I always get hurt by them because they always turn into jerks. Well, he's been extremely nice to me and things where going good. Until he told me that when he finds out girls like him he grows distant from them to see how much they want him and I'm scared to tell him because I don't want to lose a friend v.v And to make matters worse he's now starting to treat me like crap and for the first time ever he's been able to tick me off. So now I'm sooo confused about him because before that he had kissed my neck and now that he's getting like this I honestly don't know what to do so I've been extremely distracted from everything lately while trying to figure out what to do about him...
Yeah my life sucks atm v.v I'm trying to get on as well as I can so some of my chars might become inactive, but I'm trying my hardest.
Buuuutttt, that's just my opinion. I hope school goes better for you!